Janacious’ blog

I like how my mom uses one of the towels SHE got me for the bedding in one of the dogs kennels.
I used that towel regularly too!

I f@#$ing HATE when they don't give me answers. It pisses me off.

"Do I file this letter by the date it was written, or the date they state in the letter this security breach happens.?
The letter is dated March.. but it states that this happened in February."

"Oh that's easy"

Was that a legit answer!?

Made myself the BEST COFFEE.

I put some chocolate syrup..
with some milk (about as much as I would if I were using creamer...like always).
and then an itty bit of carmel syrup..

And stirred it while pouring in the coffee. :)

YUM!

Dood.

So Josh's friend Logan is an ass.
Josh comes home.. he's really tired and all he wants to do is sleep.
I let him.. because I'm nice.
But logan.. he calls and tells him to come skate... Josh says, "No I'm too tired."

So what does logan do?
He calls again.
I don't answer it.. so he calls.. AGAIN.. twice in a row.. like.. not even enough time for someone to think between phone calls.

I ignore it and text, "He's sleeping."
"Tell him to come skate."
"Dude. Let him sleep."

And then what happens?
Musser calls.
And I just turn off the phone.. because I don't want to deal with people trying to make him do crap when he's obviously tired enough to get mad about waking up.

AND THEN

Musser comes and knocks on the door.

That pissed me off.
I thought it was logan for a second.
Turns out Mussers skate was in the back of our car.
And so I was like, "Sorry I ignored your call. I thought logan got you to call or something.."
And he was like, "What?" so I told him the logan thing...
so he said, "Maybe he doesn't want to hangout with logan. Wake him up and get him to come skate with ME."

"Jesus. He's SLEEPING! He's TIRED."

People are stupid.
I'd be super pissed if my friends called 3 or 4 times while I was trying to get some sleep..
He only got 4 hours of sleep the night before. :(

I hate his friends.

Look at me! I'm lying about my weight and I'm only 19! (20 in 4 months. :) )

That's horrible.

haha.

The last pants I bought were a size 9.
The pants I bougth before that were 5.

And I was like...

I only went up about 1 pant size...

haha.
I laugh at myself.

If you could do anything you want tomorrow, what would it be?
Submitted by Becca-Pink.

I would like Josh to take me out to dinner and then be all lovey dovey up until midnight.. and then at midnight kiss me.
Because once it's midnight, it's the 4th.

And once it's the 4th.. it marks a year for Josh and I.
:)

and I want him to be all cuddly about it.

Talk about a freakin' day.
Yesterday during work was horrible.

I left at 415 and I did not feel happy. Walked to Josh's work... got the car keys...and passed out in the car until about 6...
Then I went and hungout with my dad, which was nice... and then Josh and I went to the movies. :)

We saw Kung-Fu Panda. It was hilarious!

is it bad that it's hurting to bend my legs?

Then we went to the skatepark and skated. I got ridiculously close to landing a kickflip to rock-n-roll... but then I gave up because I have no motivation what so ever.

And my time at the movies and the park was happy and made me happy... until it was 1130pm..
I knew Josh and I both had to wake up early.. he had to be at work by 730.. me by 8.
..and he decides to go hangout with his friends...
Which I would've been fine.. but I KNEW they were going to drink...some more..
and that = waking me up by stumbling all over the freakin' place.
I did not want that.

Monday night was horrible. I was like, "I need sleep so bad" and right as I was dozing off my mom comes home.. and lets the dogs out..  we have wood floors... and the hallway's thin.. so not only do I hear them stomping around.. Popa's tail is knocking on my door.
Finally when I get to sleep.. I have a dream about how I can't friggin sleep.
I drempt that Jaime and Ben still lived there and I was trying to get them to go to bed.. and they just wouldn't.
In the morning it felt like that dream was real and I was SO TIRED!

I did not want that to happen again.
So my happiness was shattered and I turned into a grump..knowing Josh was going to wake me up.
Agh.

But hey!
Turns out he only woke me up for a few seconds and I fell back asleep.
It was surprising because I was freezing last night.

I was laying down trying to fall asleep.. thinking, "I'm cold.. maybe I should get up and turn the heat on.."
I don't because I didn't want to keep myself awake.. and I thought "I've been sleeping the past few nights without the heat.. I can do it again."
And then what happens? I get ridiculously cold. Not even my warmest blanket kept me warm. :(
But hey... I guess that makes it good that Josh came home when he did.
I got him to turn the heat on and then passed out. :)

I feel rested.

But as soon as I say that my eyes get heavy.
What luck.

I said, "I would like to take you on a date."
and he said, "Isn't it supposed to be the other way around?"

Since when has it been the other way around?
Since when have you asked me if I'd like to go somewhere with you?

When have you asked me to do anythign with you???

There is a razor in my desk and I'm sorry to say that I have never felt as close to it as I do right now.

I'm friggin pissed.

"Fax out these 614 pages" within 4 hours...

And I can't because the fax machine is SLOW...

and they're treating me like it's my fault.
I give them a pretty damn good explenation why it's not all faxed... and all they say is
"interesting".

And then apparently I'm creating a "stressful office setting" because something someone said seemed really rude so I said, "Well gee, that was rude.. but I'll do what you say anyway."

People have been treating me like I have NO IDEA what I'm doing for so freakin long!
I'm pissed.

Today sucks ass!

Am I going to get that hour and 15 minutes of my own personal time back that I spent trying to send those faxes?

No. Probably not.

If I ask.. they'll think I'm fuckin' greedy.

This pisses me off.

What does blogging do for you?
Submitted by Madeleine Rose.

It was a way for me to get things out and I thought they were being heard. Made me feel less of a person "screaming in a croud while no one hears me."

I'm not one to spit out how I feel. Writing it down is easier, so people can read it twice if they don't get what I'm saying the first time... instead of people saying, "What?" and me having to explain. I hate that.

What sucks is that I'm not sure it's working anymore because no one reads these.

Out of anyone in your address book, with whom would you most like to have lunch today?

Can I pick more than one??

I'd like to have a big lunch with Bonnie, My aunt, unlce and two cousins.. Momma, JR.. uhhh... and Josh. :)